Hello,

I wonder if anyone reads these things...Oh well.

Well, went through some major stuff lately, um...started dating this really wonderful woman, which you loyal viewers may notice is not quite in alignment with my previously touted lifestyle, but what can I say, love is love, gender not withstanding. Also started working on a new manip, I think you guys will really like it.

Ok, let me rant for a moment...so it has only been about a week so far, and I am really happy. I mean honestly, contently, excitedly, truly happy. I don't know the future, I don't know what will happen with this relationship...but I have this really good feeling and I know that I want it to last for as long as possible, and dammit, I am willing to work for that. I just can't overstate how comfortable I am right now, it's really good for me, and that alone is more than I have had in years. Anyway, I hope everyone is doing well, thank you all for being here, I can't even put into words the support that many of you have shown me.

-Erik

Hello, everyone. I am still alive and well although it has been some months since I last wrote in this entry-thingy. I am still living in Eugene, and still queer as...as...something...queer-anyway, new sketch up and more to come, also new blog designs put up some time ago but still awesome! Yaay!

Merry Christmas everyone!

So I came out to my parents yesterday. It was really tough for me but they are terrific and were very supportive. I just wanted to say thank you to all of my friends that support me. I love you guys!

I can't seem to sleep tonight for some reason. Took down the vulgar series painting because LOTS of people I know found it really disturbing, and I guess it could have had more of a point. So I am redoing it and will post it soon. I am almost positive at this point that my last relationship ruined me for relationships. I know everybody says that, but I have turned down two possible encounters so far and I feel like I am keeping every woman I meet at arms length even if there isn't an attraction. Also, I am drinking less now but smoking more, almost a pack a day, and I can't help feeling somewhat smug about it...like I am surrendering to the fact that I will someday die and that's cool with me as long as I can have some fun first. anyway I'm sure the, like, three people who might read this have probably stopped by now so I am going to write something shocking like vagina or donkey show in here just so that people with have something to keep their attention for a few more nanoseconds before they stray off to google "donkey show". You know that shit is happening.